Oh well, yes, true I am still alive.

Alone, yeah ... I'm not talking about love relationship, but Friendship.
from the time to time, I learned that don't put your trust to anyone. Never trust anybody. I learned that 'bonding' will make you hurt in the end. It doesn't matter how long you keep your bond with your friends. It will eroded by the time.

Find your own way by your self. I've ever hand my trust and hope to my friend. But what I got now?? The one I trust left me behind. Hahaha .. It's funny isn't it? Like, I trust 'em like my own siblings but as I said, what I got? they left me behind.

One thing I got from this situation, be the person who kind to others but better hide your feelings from them. Cause no one will understand you except your self.
it looks negative? but be  rational person, man! You can't be naive. Everyone tricks you! everyone used you for their business and then gone, they'll left you behind!

Are you happy being ignored!? I'm not!!! I'm tired, everytime I hand my trust to some people, they always cheated on me... and put me in the worst situation that I had to solve 'em by my self..
If you think you have best friends in your real life, I bet you'll know about the hurt that I feel now.

What am I talking about? Eh ... I'm just ... feeling empty ... and tired.

But for you guys, If you have someone you trust, whoever they are, whatever if they are your online friends or  your real life friends, if you feel that they're your friends... Keep holding on , don't leave 'em. Cause you know how much the hurt you feel when you are alone...
so don't let them feeling that too...
Keep respect to each other. Be the kind person and the honest person. Do all your best for the people you love (Not only your bae, but also your family and ... your friends, and enemy if you have :v)
Be positive person.


Haa~ Long time no see and I posted a unimportant thing  I'm sorry guys, but hope you learn something by reading my article :)
and this is october right? Happy Anniversary for my blog!! :3

Love you guys!
Mata Aishimasou ne^^

Long time no see, I've been busy with my wattpad account and some 'useless' activity in the real life :v

Btw, I've been addicted again with the one and only Guns n' Roses,
I really love that band.



Ah, seriously GnR is the most amazing Band in my whole life!
I love all of their song.
but my Favorite is 14 Years, Dust n' Bones, Sweet Child O mine, Mr Brownstone, My Michelle, Used to love her, Don't Cry  (1987 version), Patience, Rocket Queen, Yesterday and So Fine.

The most I love between these 5 amazing man is Izzy Stradlin (Jeffrey Dean Isbell)
I am being a fan of him since the first time I saw him in the Internet, I think it was 2010. at the time, I saw 'Sweet Child O' Mine' Music Video and I saw Izzy played his guitar and that was amazing:")

hello guys.. little motivation for us.. as a girl :)

We know that every girl wants to be perfect,for have a lot of friends,be confident, and beloved by someone

want to have a flawless face, long and beautiful hair, good body ,white teeth, and the newest fashion style..

but some people can't be like that for some reason..

don't be sad and don't make an assume that be a  perfect is only "one"  way to make your life is better..
no.. that's not
there is a lot of way to makes your life wonderful, just be your self, and believe that  you can be better without push yourself . :)


nobodies perfect in this world..so don't worry

hello all..!! long time no see 
 My school activities was  kill me -_- haha no.. I'm just kidding, I just  busy with a lot of homework  from school hahaha..

like my promise a view days ago.. I will post about Retromantic 4 Album..!!

 I have a lot of picture that will posted in here
Let's check..!!






here some Comunity who joins in this event: