I write this for my dear self that so fragile and damn stupid..
Dear me, I know you need somebody to hold, I know you're in fight with your loneliness, but please, stop looking for people's attention and make them annoyed.. Stop, You can stand alone, you can cried it out in the middle of the night.

Dear myself..
You had to stop thinking that everybody would understand you..
You had to stop thinking that the world will always fair..

Dear myself, please smile.
Even though you don't have any strength, you still have your God.
Just cry if you want to cry, and be strong soon..

Dear myself, start from tomorrow, lets wear again your mask, and be like everyone wish you be..

Dear myself, I hate you..